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3 more lbs to my 3rd minigoal ! My total waitloss 22 lbsssssssss! That have never happened before !!!!! Soooooo happy !thanks to all of u for ur supprt

Hellooooo EVERY buddy !

Its finaaaaallsss and as you can guess i am sitting all day long studying ! its been a while i didnt logged in but ive lost 5 more lbs from my last time that i came here so thats a + .. !

lesson learned during these days  : doesn’t matter how far you go as much as you are going, you  have reached the destination :)  and be POSITIVE and allow yourself to make mistakes! we all do…  and winners are whom that raise after each failure and never give up on hope ..!

and this video made me really happy for some reason >

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o0oHlX8Kmxk&feature=player_embedded#at=16

Hello and good morning to all my determined and not so determined, focused and not so focused, cheaters and not cheaters.

which group do i belong …. ! BOTH…!

sometime one other times the other one . so i successfully dropped another 6 pounds but guess what .. because of my HEAVY and BUSY schedule of studying, working, relationships and friends ANDDDDD being stressed for my exams i gained them back !!! I know i know no excuses but thats my excuse for my sluggishness:-s!

now i came here to confess and get pure again  (if i get pure)  and start again from NOW!

i am going to go to the gym now and i am going to be alot more conscious of what i eat from this moment right now right here!

cheers to all of you

i keep you in my head when im saying my prayers most of the time ! ( you know sometimes you forget :P)

XOXOXOxoxo

This is going to be body alike in a while !!! im not kidding

Hi everybody,

I hope that all you guys are reaching your goals and fulfilling your dreams!  I have been away from slimbuddy for a while and to be honest …I HAVE REALLY REALLY MISSED IT ! :-s

I think that this website is giving me an opportunity to be heard and listen at the same time!

My life has been a very horrific roller coaster ride recently ,but u know what?

Ive learned to make myself relaxed and enjoy my life fully; I do yoga, I exercise and I pray to my lovely god. Ive learned that good or bad, life goes on so i gotta make  my every second the best of it can be. Ive learned that i deserve the best and ive learned that yes happiness wont come free. Ive learned to be happy you have to work hard, you have to prune negative thoughts and negative people who are so drowned in unreasonable  expectations and their own confined little worlds from your life . you have to be active physically and mentally , challenge yourself and face your fears, yet be realistic and think about circumstances of your actions.

ive read this sentence which i find it relative to my blog: do your best and then live the rest !  Its necessary to DO OUR BEST yet be content with the outcome !

Right here, right now i am very thankful for what i have and what i dont have , what i have achieved and what i didnt !

i am grateful for having awesome parents(although sometime they make me upset) and the most kind hearted brother ever. I am grateful for having the opportunity to live in Canada and experience life the way i wanted !  I am grateful for LIFE.

I am waiting to see a day that every single person has a big smiles on their face

God bless

Hello ladies and gents..

im so happy today because ive learned that god has the best intention for you and u just have to wait and then you will understand  why some random stuff happens!

Exapanding on that.. I  in dating scene for like FIVE years..YESSS EF.EYE.VEE.EE years and i date like giglion people and none worked;either no chemistry or like i didnt like the attitude or some random awkward stuff happened or they were not looking for a serious relationship . And im not a casual dater kind of girl or random hooking up is not my style ! sooooo

then last night i went to this party and i had so much fun i got a chance to mingle with a lot of successful, funny people ! and when i came back home it just hit me !!!

Im not ready for a relationship im any kind !

i like to have the freedom to talk to everybody get to know them and learn from them . You dont have that freedom when  u have a bf . asking why? well because u have to spend all ur free time with ur bf or if u have ur own me times he will get jealous of why you talk to X guy etc!

So im glad that although my dates didnt work but ive learned a lot about dealing with all different guys and quit honestly ive learned from them . :)  so im just gonna get out of dating for a while and relax..

before it was annoying seeing all of my friends in wonderful relationships and seeing myself single !

and the better news: ive lost 3 more pounds from 2 weeks ago !!!! YEEEYY

HAPPY EASTER

personality wise i am a go getter type of person … if i want something i just get it no matter what and i am very consistent and persistent toward what i want .

but this weight loss thingy i have so many ups and downs and recently  its been only down …!

i don’t know what is missing in this part of me .. although i LOVE and maybe beyond love to loose weight its just not happening !!!!

so it has been few month that i didn’t visit this website! it has been so busy lately mentally, emotionally and physically.

i had my pharmacy school entrance exam which took me a good 2 month of hard studying (results should come in a week), then my father had some unknown weird lung problem which he had to do some biopsy(it turned out that its some sort of arthritis which cause lung inflation), and then the big problem….. my parents are in a very serious fight! our house is not the same and i can focus to study and guess what i gained some weight!

My birthday is coming on march 2nd and i said to myself i have to be strong and motivated as before . so im here again . ready to loose weight and get your wonderful supports !

hope i can get manage my problems in the best of my abilities.

Hi its been a while that i have not wrote anything!

the reason is that i dont have anything to talk about really! just normal stuff, school ,work and ofcoarse gym!

i didnt lose any weight for about 2 month now but i maintained the weight i am! (at least i didnt gain any)..

but people say that it shows i lost weight and it feels nice :)..! i am hoping to loose another 10 pounds by mid october, fingers crossed !

thank you everyone for their great support !

love you all ::X:X couldnt do it without you!

ok so i have to take this stupid LPI(english based) exam which my univercity really likes (yuuk) and i have to get an essay level of 5. i did this freaking test for three times and i got a 4 :((((((

i just got my results!!!

they are such hard markers !!!! >:P

omg i cried a lot !

it just pisses me off!

if i dont get a  5 by september i will be blocked and i cant register for any coarses :((

please pray for me to get a 5 this time !!!

o god ….

ok i just decided to blog about something personal for the first time!

i met this guy so randomly through my eye-doctor(which takes about 3 pages to tell u how )!!! LOL

he is so nice, polite and everything.. well educated ( he is a phd student), we have 6 years of age difference which i  like to have with my dates, and he is relatively taller than me (which for some reason was an issue with my previous dates;they werent tall enough for me), oh and he has very nice family!

he has everything that i wanted in a guy, personality wise.

the funny thing is that he didnt paid for my lunch ,which i tottally loved since i belive it puts pressure on me. i feel like a gold digger!!! but anyways…

the hard parts…

he wears a really stronge glasses which i cant see his eyes through them . it doesnt make his eyes look bigger, i just cant see them !!!!!!!!!!!!besides he is sooo skinny ; he has no ass what so ever…!

his thighs are abit smaller than me and his arms are just a bit larger than mine!!!! he is not freakishly skinny but yeah skinny enough to call him that!:-s o and out of 7-8 dates that we went on so far he wasnt shaved for about 4 of them!!!! i dont know if he doesnt care or just being comfortable with me!

i am a very touchy, touchy person ,and i usually touch people pretty soon, but toward him… i just cant feel it. i dont feel like touching him . he hugged me about like 3 times but i was like… yeaahhh .. okey like u know …

2 of my friends have seen him and they r like he is okeeeeeeeey ur just being pickyyyyyy and stuff. but u know what, he cant get rid of his glasses or wearing contacts or getting eye surgery, since his eyes are this way b/c in a basketball game someone hit him in the forhead that he blacked out ..!!!!!!! i feel sorry for him.. i know it will be on my nerves for EVER.

we talked to each other almost everyday for a month but then i decide i dont have any chemistry to him . so it is better for me and him to keep it as a friend before it gets serious..( he never asked me out officialy , we just got introduced to each other, so its not like i have to say oohhh lets be friends and stuff)!! so i stopped calling him and the strange part he stopped too.. i guess we usually called if the other person did his or her turn, but since it was my turn and i didnt call, he didnt eaither!

so i dont know…. i deeply care for him since he is soooo nice and i know nowadays finding a good guy is pretty hard, but on the other hand, i dont feel attracted to him sexually!!!

i dont know if i am being shallow or just honest to my feelings …. i dont wanna just go out with him b/c there is no one else in my life, then as soon as i found someone better leave him and being like a whore and be like oohh “im sorry, i didnt have any feelings for u from the begining, and crap like that”! it just seems wrong to me!! plus i am feeling he is developing feelings for me.. i just sense it!

any advice???